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why am I not content with this outcome…why was it so hard to say yes…why did it seem easier for you to say no..why didnt you say no if it seemed like its what you want. I dont want to feel like you said what you said because you feel bad..I want to know what you mean. why does it seem like theres another reason…im not content i dont feel satisfied..if it was not to break my heart, it has been done before i think ill be able to handle it again.. i just dont want to live in a lie. why is it so hard to show me you appreciate me and im not just someone you feel like youre gunna have all the time no matter what. why was the only time i fell like i was the only girl you looked at when you wanted to get back, why not ever again? why dont you take me to dinner,why didnt you do anything on my birthday for me? why dont you suck somethings up to avoid a fight like i do with you. why cant you show me you appreciate me or make me feel like im the only girl you want. everyone makes mistakes, but theres consequences to them not because i want there to be any, but because thats how energies and karma works, but why do i feel like im working alone to fix what you caused, why is it hard to help..or do you not want to help. when you love someone you deal with it you help them you try again, why was it so hard to say it. why can you only say no in text and not in my face? why am I not sure this is what you want, why? im not content, maybe if i believed it i would be content but I dont.
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why do i dream of my insecurities..why dont they go away. I talked to someone last night. they told me to make myself happy but not by trying to make someone else happy all the time, but by doing what i want. im gunna do that for me. maybe the only dreams i cant control will go away. maybe ill be happier. maybe summer is a good time to be apart for a little. maybe thats what i need. I told you what I need but i cant depend on you to pull through, things will be different this time, but because im putting me first and not you until i know youre there to really help.
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